Thursday, January 8, 2015

The Growing up and The Growing Old. 






As the old year comes to a close, I have the realization that I will be one year older in just 4 ½ months. I won’t mention the fact that I'm in denial of my age for that matter. With that aside though. I realized it’s time to make some changes. Major changes. Some of my major changes included music choices. The deep heart wrenching teenage angst hard core rock was just not doing my soul any more justice. Nor was the depressing videos I would watch and cry over.







While many people were making new years resolutions, I Was already making change. I didn’t need the new year to come in. I started the change right smack the first day of December. Since then I've lost a few lbs. Have become more positive and a bit happier. 










Other Changes involved , giving up hope. No not that kind of hope. The fruitless , dead-end kind of hope. The “You hope a unicorn will come trotting through your door and sweep you off your feet, but you know will never happen” kind of hope. Yes I decided I wasn't going to waste my time waiting for “him” any more. It’s such a waste of time. So this mama is moving forward. If God decides to fix the old husband bring him back, praise be. but if he doesn't, well I pray for a really good man, with a beard. 











MY priorities for this year, are my son, my home, my family, and hopefully going back to school. Going to culinary school right now is my goal for the 2016 year. I kicked off my year by sleeping in , but hey, its part of growing old right? riiiiiiiiiggghhhttttt?....






2 comments:

  1. I'm always a fan of sleeping in. And bravo on the changes! Best wishes!

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  2. I love growing up. The experiences and the learning that comes along with it makes life beautiful. I admire your maturity :)

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